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Nicole m. posted a condolence
Wednesday, December 2, 2015
I was never really your child, in words. On paper. In blood. I never heard you say "I love you". And i never said it to you.I never knew you. Not really. You died this month. And I have this strange pain. Perhaps the parts of you, in me, died as well. you started a new family. now i have sisters. My name, swept under your rug. It is not you I grieve, but the abandonment, is now complete....
Half of where I came from is gone. The times we spoke, I remember very little. Sometimes I wonder why you tried. And sometimes I wonder why you stopped. All I ever wanted was acknowledgment. It seems you either forgot me, or surpressed me. You will never know the pain this caused. Needing a father that was never there and isn't still and now never will be ,is a hard thing to accept. Yet it is all i know, and i know ill be ok. I just wanted to be acknowledged. But i shall grieve you now dad, but I've been grieving you all my life I think. The invisible man that you were. In place where no one knows whose daughter I am. The misbegotten one. the one not on your list. I want to ask why...but it's simple. Im not your family anymore. i was an accident.You were young, and not ready to be a parent. Nothing can be fixed now. Not that I ever expected it would be. Maybe if you're lucky,you'll have a second chance to meet me again. this is my loss too . I don't even know what happened to you. Rest in.peace daddy, it will be the only time i say it. you haven't earned my love .but I cry for you.
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Nicole Macbeth AKA (Monk) posted a condolence
Tuesday, December 1, 2015
thanks for forgetting about me dad....
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Karen Robinson posted a condolence
Friday, November 20, 2015
I remember meeting Eric many years ago in Willet. He had such a spark and such wit. He had many talents and he had many struggles that made it hard to let them shine. May all of his very best be shining on now.
My deepest love to the whole family.
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Friday, November 20, 2015
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Claudia Peaslee Natale lit a candle
Thursday, November 19, 2015
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Wednesday, November 18, 2015
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Nancy Hull posted a condolence
Wednesday, November 18, 2015
Sorry for the loss of Eric, My thoughts and prayers are with you all. I am sure the music is playing all over heaven . May peace be with you all. Nancy & Gary Hull & Family
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Tuesday, November 17, 2015
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Tammy Rahr posted a condolence
Tuesday, November 17, 2015
We love you Eric and lift our hearts in prayer for a swift journey and eternal peace. May your friends and family find comfort in eachother, and in their memories of you and the unconditional love of the Universe. Always, Tammy
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Martha Marshall posted a condolence
Tuesday, November 17, 2015
Sending my deepest sympathy to the family
And friends. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
MarMar
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Justin and Ashley Schmidt posted a condolence
Tuesday, November 17, 2015
I'm so sorry for your loss. Eric will be greatly missed. I hope that some day we all get to hear the beautiful music he will be playing in heaven.